With you

Laying in your arms feels safe.

I've not felt like this for a very long time.

I'm scared. Because I know it'll end in disaster, I don't get a happy ever after...

So I try and stop my feelings to try and control my jealousy.

But I want you C.

When you text me I smile, when we video call I get giddy.

I love this feeling...

The thought of you entertaining other women makes my gut drop and my mouth go dry.

I don't want to share you. I dont want to be a secret.

I want to lay in your arms, my fortress.