Fake

Fake it until you make it, that is what they say isn't it?

Well maybe I am doing too good of a job at faking being okay.

I'm not okay. Really not okay.

I feel like I'm not a part of society. I don't belong anywhere, i know, i know, who wants to fit in anyway. well I don't want to stick out that's for sure.

I feel like I'm alone.

people say that they care but that's just words, actions speak louder.

I want them, somebody, any fucking body to turn up, hug me and say I know you're not okay and I got you! and really mean it. I'm alone and its fucking dark here. I want to be seen and HEARD.

I want to be able to talk about what that bastard did without hurting someone's fragile ego.

I want to talk, I have a voice and I need to be heard.

I feel like sometimes I am screaming and nothing is coming out.

You don't see me, you don't hear me.

I'm invisible.