That day

That day.

You took more than sex. You stole my confidence, my happiness, my trust and so much more.

Your ego hurt so much you made sure I paid a high price.

You broke me Richard.

That day you decided to rape me you chose to destroy me. Its ok, don’t sweat it, I’m strong now I rebuilt my life and got my power back.

My “friend” who became my rapist.

Because of you I have trouble trusting people, I always think they have an ulterior motive.

For years and years when I closed my eyes I saw you and hated you.

Now when I close my eyes on the odd occasion you haunt me I pity you.

I’ve grown so much and had to accept so much, including an apology I never received.

I hope when you close your eyes my face haunts you for the rest of your life.

Fucking animal.