tender

Sex is fun, but when you haven't been held in a long time, your hair stroked and your forehead kissed.

sex isn't the thing you long for.

iI initiate sexual chat because it's my wall, id rather talk about sex than let anyone in emotionally.

Whenever I seem to let anyone in, they abuse that privledge, being let in emotionally is a privilege. Not just for me but for anyone.

I respect anyone who takes the time to get to know ME, not just Honey.

I appreciate those who want to go on dates and get to know me, other than just wanting to hook up.

I don't want to hook up, I want a long meaningful relationship, to be in love, to be touched gently, to be appreciated.

I don't have that because I LOVE BLOCK myself. I don't let anyone love me and when they do I push them away because I feel unworthy.

So scared and sure that they will hurt me I don't give them the chance to.

It's sad.