Solitude

It takes a really strong person to be able to sit along for days. Being along give you no other option than to get to know yourself and actually like yourself 

To know you truly are, who you authentically are and to love yourself anyway.

Living with trauma and being alone is harder. When you’re alone suffering from trauma you're never alone. Your trauma is lurking alongside sadness and darkness and it will try and invade your mind.

Trauma gets joy when they it spoils any chance of happiness and comfort.

I don’t know the answers yet on how to stop it but im fighting it and learning. 

I want to be happy.