So Gone

when I was with you I lost me. I was nobody. At least nobody important.

When I lost you, I found me.

I changed me for you, for your love, acceptance and approval. Really all I needed was to love and accept myself. 

Our love ran so deep, it ran through every vein in my body., meaning you controlled me, you controlled when I breathed, without you I had no air...

You damaged me, but I healed eventually, you left me with a permanent scar on my heart and so many emotional scars.

Don’t worry I’m healing.

You took away my control, now its back I will never lose control again.

So gone.