Hard time

This is from the heart not been drafted

So I've been having such a hard time lately.

I'm tired physically and emotionally but I don't want to let anyone down. I sit here typing this with tears running down my cheeks...

I'm so tired of being told: "you'll be okay".

I know I will. I always am but I have the right to not feel sad or upset.

I just want to be held, to feel safe. I don't need to hear " you'll be okay".

I've been feeling insecure as a woman like I'm never enough like the damage has removed some of my worth.

Do I not deserve someone to love me? Put my feelings first? Will I ever?

I'm tired of meaning nothing.

Tired of being hurt.

Tired