Dread

Do you ever have a sinking feeling? A feeling of dread?

That's what I have right now, riding this bus to therapy.

Dont get me wrong I like therapy, but the night before ans the journey over there are so hard.

Therapy- it's like she has a stick and shes poking random neurons inside me to see which ones give her a reaction. I try and control myself. Once one of the trauma neurons have been poked I cant hold the tears back .