alone

its Saturday night,

I'm sat at my laptop writing this.

I want to write something happy because my blog is mostly trauma.

Right now I can't even find any happy words.

I'm feeling sad, alone, and just...not myself.

I want to be held by you. So tight I can feel your heart beating. so tight I can hear every breath you take.

It sucks when you just cant.....

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